one solemn morning....30 November 2009
10 November 2009
13 Things About You
1. Someone in this world loves you in someway.
2. A smile from you can bring happiness happiness to any one ,even if they don't like you.
3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
4. You mean the world to someone.
5. Without you, someone may not be living.
6. You are specil and unique, in your own way.
7. Someone you dont even know exists, loves you.
8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
9. When you think the whole world turned its back on you, take a look, you must likely turned your back on the world.
10. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probaly wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sonner or later get it.
11. Always remember the compliments you recieved, forget the rude remarks.
12. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
13. If you have a great friend, take time to let them know that they are great.
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2. A smile from you can bring happiness happiness to any one ,even if they don't like you.
3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
4. You mean the world to someone.
5. Without you, someone may not be living.
6. You are specil and unique, in your own way.
7. Someone you dont even know exists, loves you.
8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
9. When you think the whole world turned its back on you, take a look, you must likely turned your back on the world.
10. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probaly wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sonner or later get it.
11. Always remember the compliments you recieved, forget the rude remarks.
12. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
13. If you have a great friend, take time to let them know that they are great.
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09 November 2009
25 September 2009
A day of praise.....
Im feeling under the weather.
I felt the pounding of my head for the last few days, I dont know if its looking for another head or what but I know Im not feeling well. But that wont stop me from praising Him for all that He has done and will be doing in my life. There may be setbacks and a few hurts along life's journey but that wont keep me from giving praise and thanking Him. I try to see the bright side of things that are seemingly dark and have clouded the bright skies of my life. I have learned to cherish the wonderful memories that it has brought into my life and the things that I have learned from those experiences and the people I met who have touched my life in a very special way. It has its own time, season and reason. We dont ask them to stay, we can only embrace it when it comes and be glad for a moment that we have shared our lives with them. Though, no matter how much we try to please them in the best way possible but we end up hurting them for the wrong reasons and end up looking back wonderful memories than making new ones. Its a cycle, it just goes on and on. Still, it wont stop me from thanking God. I will praise Him all the days of my life. It wont stop me from thanking him. Thanking Him for the blessing of new friends and new memories, for the memories to remember and to treasure. It comes to us but once and it takes a positive attitude to embrace all these complexities.
My head still aches.
And outside the rain falls like tears from heaven. Stll, I have thousands of reasons to praise God.
I felt the pounding of my head for the last few days, I dont know if its looking for another head or what but I know Im not feeling well. But that wont stop me from praising Him for all that He has done and will be doing in my life. There may be setbacks and a few hurts along life's journey but that wont keep me from giving praise and thanking Him. I try to see the bright side of things that are seemingly dark and have clouded the bright skies of my life. I have learned to cherish the wonderful memories that it has brought into my life and the things that I have learned from those experiences and the people I met who have touched my life in a very special way. It has its own time, season and reason. We dont ask them to stay, we can only embrace it when it comes and be glad for a moment that we have shared our lives with them. Though, no matter how much we try to please them in the best way possible but we end up hurting them for the wrong reasons and end up looking back wonderful memories than making new ones. Its a cycle, it just goes on and on. Still, it wont stop me from thanking God. I will praise Him all the days of my life. It wont stop me from thanking him. Thanking Him for the blessing of new friends and new memories, for the memories to remember and to treasure. It comes to us but once and it takes a positive attitude to embrace all these complexities.
My head still aches.
And outside the rain falls like tears from heaven. Stll, I have thousands of reasons to praise God.
24 September 2009
20 September 2009
hmmmmmmmm
I feel like writing here even when theres nothing to write about. I just needed the comfort of the keboard of this laptop im using coz somehow its telling me that I still have a sense of thinking things I ought not to think about. Hmmmm, even the title of this entry speaks of itself, theres nothing in particular. I just wanted to have finger exercise of maybe just something to get busy with . There a re so many things flooding on my mind drifting from here to nowhere and eventually I'd forget about the things as I lay down myself to sleep, or its worst if i'd wake up tomorrow and feel the same. I can hear the rhythym of the falling rain ouside and feeling every drop of sweat from my forehead and the sound of the electric fan chasing my sweat away but to no avail, well a few pingpong action gave a good reason for this sweating, not that I played that well but I picked the ball many times than hitting the ball properl, lol, reminding me that it was so long ago that I last played pingpong and somehow my muscles developed selective amnesia. Though Im considering of playing it with a sense of interest next time, the proper way to hold the racket and to hit the ball and so many other things.
09 September 2009
Its not the words we pray matter...
its the condition of the heart.....
I had the chance to play the guitar today, I loved to play the good old songs I learned when i was in college and remembered the days when I first played it with so much passion that I learned to play it all by myself with the help of a chord chart and the overly motivating side comments of my mother, thanks to her I was motivated to learn a few chords to start my first song " Ang Huling Elmbimbo " by the eraser heads. Im a eheads fan, I loved their songs and many songs followed after that first song I learned.
Then, after playing a couple of songs, I felt pain with my left fingers, they were red and sure was not that used to playing the guitar that long. I enjoyed the music and went on with work. Then, the same fingers I use to pray for others.
When we fold our hands, the thumb is nearest us. So we begin by praying for those closest to us- our loved ones. ( Philippians 1:3-5)
The index finger is the pointer. We pray for those who teach- Bible teachers and preachers and those who teahc children ( 1 Thessalonians 5:25).
The next finger is the tallest. It reminds us to pray for those in authority over us- national and local leaders and our supervisor at work ( 1 timothy 2:1-2).
The fourth finger is usually the weakest. Pray for those who are in trouble or who are suffering ( James 5:13-16)
Then comes our little finger. It reminds us of ou smallness in relation to God's greatness. Ask Him to supply our needs ( Philippians 4:6,19).
Its was a reminder, those bruised fingers, its the best gift we can give to others, its something that money cant buy. When we pray for people we care about, even though they are far from us, miles away or have not seen them in years, it seems that we never really were apart from them for they are always remembered in our prayers.
Zelmarq
I had the chance to play the guitar today, I loved to play the good old songs I learned when i was in college and remembered the days when I first played it with so much passion that I learned to play it all by myself with the help of a chord chart and the overly motivating side comments of my mother, thanks to her I was motivated to learn a few chords to start my first song " Ang Huling Elmbimbo " by the eraser heads. Im a eheads fan, I loved their songs and many songs followed after that first song I learned.
Then, after playing a couple of songs, I felt pain with my left fingers, they were red and sure was not that used to playing the guitar that long. I enjoyed the music and went on with work. Then, the same fingers I use to pray for others.
When we fold our hands, the thumb is nearest us. So we begin by praying for those closest to us- our loved ones. ( Philippians 1:3-5)
The index finger is the pointer. We pray for those who teach- Bible teachers and preachers and those who teahc children ( 1 Thessalonians 5:25).
The next finger is the tallest. It reminds us to pray for those in authority over us- national and local leaders and our supervisor at work ( 1 timothy 2:1-2).
The fourth finger is usually the weakest. Pray for those who are in trouble or who are suffering ( James 5:13-16)
Then comes our little finger. It reminds us of ou smallness in relation to God's greatness. Ask Him to supply our needs ( Philippians 4:6,19).
Its was a reminder, those bruised fingers, its the best gift we can give to others, its something that money cant buy. When we pray for people we care about, even though they are far from us, miles away or have not seen them in years, it seems that we never really were apart from them for they are always remembered in our prayers.
Zelmarq
01 September 2009
Careless thinking.....
Im a careless person, Often, I do a lot of things that i should not do and more often I also fail to do the things that I ought to do. Like, Leaving my room key inside my room and ended up destroying the window just to get inside the room, which injured my right arm.Well, its a win lose situation when we dont think carefully or act carefully, its always the same, even with words not thought of carefully could hurt or injure the hearts of other people. I always end up regretting things said because of no careful thinking, I hurt a friend many times because of tactlessness. I was also a victim of such carelessness. I got hurt so bad by someone a year ago, he accused me something that he said. it was so painfull I cant forget the very words he said. I have forgivien him but not yet forgotten. These wrong actions or irresponsible inactions can minor inconveniences or they can have serious lasting consequences.
Regrets, wrong words spoken, wrong actions and even not doing the right thing could mean a lot. God wants us to give careful thinking to our actions, words, and make decisions that bring glory to Him.
let us think about whats good
what's right and pure and true;
may God's word control our thoughts
in everything we do. - Fitshugh-
29 August 2009
As constant as the sun...
I love rainy days specially when it rains at night, I consider it a treat when im about to sleep and then it rains hard, wow, I just hope it wont stop. Oh, how I love to listen to the rhythym of the falling rain, it brings back wonderful rainy memories. As the song goes "listen to the rhythym of the falling rain, telling me just a fool Ive been, I wish that I could go and let me cry in vain, and let me be alone again". I guess we all have unique and wonderful rain stories
I also love sunrise, its one of the best scenes that Im really excited about, willing to wait at from dawn till I see those rays of sunlight slowly revealing itself like a live painting changing before my very eyes. Its like God's constant love, though there maybe clouding skies but we know that God is always there to give that warmth in our lives that he only can give, His warmth could only satisfy. There's this romantic song "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me appy when skies are gray, you never know dear how much I love, please dont take my sunshine away". And Im certain we also have unique sunshine stories.
Because God's goodness is as constant as the sun, we are in danger of forgetting what he showers on us each day. If we count our blessings one by one, we'll never get finished.
27 August 2009
Too bad we cant crack tomorrow open...
I think so much about tomorrow, its something I think much about and end up wondering what tomorrow would be. im just reminded of the song quesera quesara, "what will be will be, the future's not ours to see quesera, quesera, what will be will be". Of course, i dream of a wonderful tomorrow, but how will we know when tomorrow never comes, hehehehe, that then reminds me of a James Bond movie ( its hard to hide my love for Pierce Brosnan). Sigh! Often times, i end up daydreaming, ah tomorrow would be like this and like that and oh my list could go on and on and on until infinity but well, then we cant crack tomorrow open. Its full of surprises, its full of colors we cant imagine or it could then be colorless or no surprise at all.
Its like opening a partly cooked egg, we will spoil it if we try to see how they doing while we cook them, like our lives if we try to meddle tomorrow we would spoil today and tomorrow. All we can do is leave this to God, linger on His promise that he will care for us everyday and live by faith one day at a time. Tomorrow is just a sleep away and that we surrender to God our issues and allow Him to take over. I remind myself always, and thank God how wonderful the plans he have for me and for all of us. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us that " For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." A wonderful promise that I dont have to worry anything God is interested with my issues and I just have to leae everything to Him. Thats why I just try to compose myself and think about the wonderful promises when fear and worry attack me.
Its like opening a partly cooked egg, we will spoil it if we try to see how they doing while we cook them, like our lives if we try to meddle tomorrow we would spoil today and tomorrow. All we can do is leave this to God, linger on His promise that he will care for us everyday and live by faith one day at a time. Tomorrow is just a sleep away and that we surrender to God our issues and allow Him to take over. I remind myself always, and thank God how wonderful the plans he have for me and for all of us. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us that " For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." A wonderful promise that I dont have to worry anything God is interested with my issues and I just have to leae everything to Him. Thats why I just try to compose myself and think about the wonderful promises when fear and worry attack me.
We walk by faith, not by sight. 2 Corinthians 5:7
Zelmarq
26 August 2009
Let not the flood waters overflow me
Let not the flood waters over flow me, nor the deep swallow me up. Psalm 69:15
It was my cry for help, I thought it was the end of everything. A life threatening experience, all I saw were happy moments in my life flashed like movie in seconds and I remembered the river guides warning swim in one direction if trapped under the rubber boat. Idid with all my might, frantically swam towards the right and reached the top and praised God for another chance. It was a joyful moment, with all the shouting and cheering enjoying the rafting experience and split second I was there under the rubber boat struggling to survive. I dont know how to swim but the life jacket was an assurance that I wont drown.
Im in trouble.
And now im in deep water, reaching up grabbing God's hands for mercy. Its stupidity that brought me in this state and godly wisdom to save me from this complex im in. Im trapped. And like a rat lost in a maze Im sniffing my way out, thinking that enough motivation can bring me to where the reward is and the reward of finding the way out is my only refuge. God is my refuge in times of trouble, and in the time of trouble He shall set me high upon a rock. I feel alone, lonely and hurting but I know God will always be there to guarantee His support.
When trouble over takes, let God take over!
It was my cry for help, I thought it was the end of everything. A life threatening experience, all I saw were happy moments in my life flashed like movie in seconds and I remembered the river guides warning swim in one direction if trapped under the rubber boat. Idid with all my might, frantically swam towards the right and reached the top and praised God for another chance. It was a joyful moment, with all the shouting and cheering enjoying the rafting experience and split second I was there under the rubber boat struggling to survive. I dont know how to swim but the life jacket was an assurance that I wont drown.
Im in trouble.
And now im in deep water, reaching up grabbing God's hands for mercy. Its stupidity that brought me in this state and godly wisdom to save me from this complex im in. Im trapped. And like a rat lost in a maze Im sniffing my way out, thinking that enough motivation can bring me to where the reward is and the reward of finding the way out is my only refuge. God is my refuge in times of trouble, and in the time of trouble He shall set me high upon a rock. I feel alone, lonely and hurting but I know God will always be there to guarantee His support.
When trouble over takes, let God take over!
Zelmarq
23 August 2009
While Im Waiting
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Takeing every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
Send "While I'm Waiting" Ringtone to your Cell
Dance of Life
There were two hearts who met in a dance. That moment was magical. There was sweet song playing, there was harmony and then soon there was love in the air. they fell in love and started building castles in their dremas and promised forever with all eternity. But somewhere in the midst of the fun they got lost in the dance, something went wrong but they can never do anything, they were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart. there many questions but no got an answer.
The music stopped and there was silence.
When we truly love someone, we give our best and let the person see the pureness of our intention. Sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason. That someone must have loved us but has not loved us enough to make her/him stand for what she/he truly felt.
Now we are faced with with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting, we have burdened ourselves long enough but we cant still get out of the emotional trap. Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we love, the more painfull letting go will become.
Simetimes we never have to take that person out of our hearts at all, for he/she will always be there no matter how hard we try to drive him/her away. It isnt this presence that makes this difficult. its our stubborness to accept our destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible. We keep a cold face ut deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation. Somehow we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts. These thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair.
The only way to forget is to accept that the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the foot prints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance of life and hopefully never be lost again.
Author: Unknown
The music stopped and there was silence.
When we truly love someone, we give our best and let the person see the pureness of our intention. Sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason. That someone must have loved us but has not loved us enough to make her/him stand for what she/he truly felt.
Now we are faced with with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting, we have burdened ourselves long enough but we cant still get out of the emotional trap. Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we love, the more painfull letting go will become.
Simetimes we never have to take that person out of our hearts at all, for he/she will always be there no matter how hard we try to drive him/her away. It isnt this presence that makes this difficult. its our stubborness to accept our destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible. We keep a cold face ut deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation. Somehow we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts. These thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair.
The only way to forget is to accept that the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the foot prints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance of life and hopefully never be lost again.
Author: Unknown
03 August 2009
I have Fallen In Love
Lyrics By Ninoy Aquino
Music by Jose Mari Chan
For Cory Aquino
I have fallen in love
With the same woman three times
In a day spanning nineteen years
Of tearful joys and joyful tears.
I loved her first when she was young
Enchanting and vibrant, eternally new
She was brilliant, fragrant and cool as the morning dew
I fell in love with her the second time
When first she bore her child and mine
She's always by my side, the source of my strength
Helping to turn the tide…
I fell in love again with the same woman the third time
Looming from the battle her courage will never fade.
Amidst the hardships she has remained
Undaunted and unafraid
She is calm and composed. She is God's lovely maid.
Music by Jose Mari Chan
For Cory Aquino
I have fallen in love
With the same woman three times
In a day spanning nineteen years
Of tearful joys and joyful tears.
I loved her first when she was young
Enchanting and vibrant, eternally new
She was brilliant, fragrant and cool as the morning dew
I fell in love with her the second time
When first she bore her child and mine
She's always by my side, the source of my strength
Helping to turn the tide…
I fell in love again with the same woman the third time
Looming from the battle her courage will never fade.
Amidst the hardships she has remained
Undaunted and unafraid
She is calm and composed. She is God's lovely maid.
30 July 2009
Thank You
Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord just for loving me
Many times as I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me
Chorus:
Here I am with all I am
Raise my hands to worship You
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you
I could have died in my sin but You saved me
Didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
But instead You took my place
My Jesus, words cannot explain
Even though I don't deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed mercy
CHORUS
I wanna say thank you for the sun
I wanna say thank you for the rain
Everything You do is beautiful
I'm so grateful for Your love
27 July 2009
Echoes of our hearts....
Echoes of Our Hearts
Author Unknown
Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows, and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been....silent, mysterious and deeply profound.
Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say good-bye.When we fall in love, we don't want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, everything we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But if it doesn't then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin.
There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say good-bye to the feeling we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever.
Then we'll know that love never left us, for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. Love will always be there, reminding us that we should be thankful and happy not because we have lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling called love lived in our hearts and made us happy.
22 July 2009
Time with friends....
Got home from dinner with my best friends Judith and Cristy. We've known each other more than half our lifetimes, we were classmates since sixth grade and we've shared lots of memories together. Judith joined me in IIT for two and then transferred to XU and joined Cristy and finished her studies there. Cristy is my officemate since 1999 and we are now in the same department.
Its nice to have this private time, Cristy and me spend the whole with work while Judith is busy with her business and three kids.
The food was great, it was Judith's treat, theres T-bone steak, barbecue, and siszzling sisig and my all time paborito blueberry cheese cake. Wow, I just love blueberry cheesecakes. I realized we were not getting any younger, I felt young but realized that hey, Im not getting any younger but of course I wont force myself to situations the way Judith shared her struggles with family , business and marriage.It was serious stuff but I know she's strong and she can manage everything, all I can do is share my prayers for her and her family.
Lesson learned, Ill have to enjoy the time while Im single coz theres really a lot that instore ahead and I dont know if im ready to face all thats going to come when I reach that time in my life. Theres a lot of responsibility, and it takes a mature person to endure it, with all the adjustments to do and the buzz of marriage. Id rather enjoy the meal than think of things that would scare me even just the thought of it.
Its nice to have this private time, Cristy and me spend the whole with work while Judith is busy with her business and three kids.
The food was great, it was Judith's treat, theres T-bone steak, barbecue, and siszzling sisig and my all time paborito blueberry cheese cake. Wow, I just love blueberry cheesecakes. I realized we were not getting any younger, I felt young but realized that hey, Im not getting any younger but of course I wont force myself to situations the way Judith shared her struggles with family , business and marriage.It was serious stuff but I know she's strong and she can manage everything, all I can do is share my prayers for her and her family.
Lesson learned, Ill have to enjoy the time while Im single coz theres really a lot that instore ahead and I dont know if im ready to face all thats going to come when I reach that time in my life. Theres a lot of responsibility, and it takes a mature person to endure it, with all the adjustments to do and the buzz of marriage. Id rather enjoy the meal than think of things that would scare me even just the thought of it.
18 July 2009
Sleepy on a rainy day saturday!
Woke up very early today went to the market bought bangus and bananas for breakfast, I feel sleepy with the weather and while cooking I was thinking of bed and sleeping. Multi tasked, cooking and washing the clothes at the same time ( its always a saturday habit of mine). Woke the people for breakfast at about 6:30 in the morning I just ate a piece of banana and darnk hot choco, its just hard to eat when you are the one cooking, I just thought the daing na bangus just made the art of frying more easy, nothing fancy but the smell was just a meal in itself. Hanged the clothes and off to bed I went, wow, it rained again and I hope it wont stop
Its 9am and im all sleepy, my looking like garfield's eyes dreamy and wanting to sleep more.
I dont know if I slept very late last night, dindt know whats the time when I just lay there unable to sleep, wanting to sleep with eyes closed but mind is drifting to oblivion. The blueberry cheesecake I ate for dinner lingered on my mind luke super glue, with the sweet sour mango shake. Even now im sleepy but just cant sleep so I surfed the internet instead, facebook, read the news and was just frustrated with the sports news, Ginebra lost last night. Wow! Im just glad I went out last night and did not witness the bitter loss of my team. It hurts but I have to move on the beermen won, didnt have the inetrest to read that column.
Sleepy, sleepy....I have to prepare for my trip to el salvador and after my trip to Iligan for the Leaders Bible Study with the youth in Marawi and Iligan city and thats another tiring trip, Im not really fond of trips, I hate the smell of the bus and the not so nice men passengers (I had a not so nice experience before, so that explains why I prefer sharing the seat with a woman than with a man). I also dont like travelling alone, I love travelling and talking with someone but the seatmates are sleepers as well so often I end up sleeping or watching the dvd of the driver.
Its 9am and im all sleepy, my looking like garfield's eyes dreamy and wanting to sleep more.
I dont know if I slept very late last night, dindt know whats the time when I just lay there unable to sleep, wanting to sleep with eyes closed but mind is drifting to oblivion. The blueberry cheesecake I ate for dinner lingered on my mind luke super glue, with the sweet sour mango shake. Even now im sleepy but just cant sleep so I surfed the internet instead, facebook, read the news and was just frustrated with the sports news, Ginebra lost last night. Wow! Im just glad I went out last night and did not witness the bitter loss of my team. It hurts but I have to move on the beermen won, didnt have the inetrest to read that column.
Sleepy, sleepy....I have to prepare for my trip to el salvador and after my trip to Iligan for the Leaders Bible Study with the youth in Marawi and Iligan city and thats another tiring trip, Im not really fond of trips, I hate the smell of the bus and the not so nice men passengers (I had a not so nice experience before, so that explains why I prefer sharing the seat with a woman than with a man). I also dont like travelling alone, I love travelling and talking with someone but the seatmates are sleepers as well so often I end up sleeping or watching the dvd of the driver.
