Thank You Lord

Thank you Lord!
Its a beautiful day! Yesterday my heart was anxious and worried but God has given me this joy in my heart and peace of mind. God has a way of making miracles in our lives when things seemed vague and dark but somewhere behind the darkness comes the light that will reveal God's loving promises. He is always faithful, He loves us so much and will give us the desires of our heart as long as we seek Him first in our lives.

I talked with Ate babes ( she is my spiritual leader)  yesterday, I prayed hard before the talk since I expected other things from her, I expected to be reprimanded and imagined things beyond understanding. But praise God she spoke of encouragement and spoke of her frustrations and share her dreams for the training apartment and for the ministry. I know hoe she and her husband worked hard for the ministry and how they have given their lives for the ministry and for the training house but felt dismayed with the attitudes of the people in the training house. Im one of those living in the training house and felt shame that I was not doing the things that is expected of me and me co housemates. I felt relieved and jumped for joy after we talked and I shared it with my house mates. Though what we talked about was not at all positive things but as a whole it brought joy and peace to my heart. I am filled with hope and I have felt the goodness of God.
Thank you Lord, thank you for everything!

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Its my life

Im not feeling well today. Its not that I am sick or physically ill, but maybe im just not well emotionally. Somethings wrong and I can tell. People expect from us and when we fail its as if its a criminal offense of not being able to meet their standards and what they expect of me. Well, life's like that. Simple things made complicated because of convictions and beliefs of other people that they want to impose on us coz thats what they feel is right and ideal and proper. Maybe, they're right and Im wrong. Or maybe we have a generation gap and things dont work around they they think it worked 30 years ago. Bottom line in the end its all about me and what I decide to do about it, its up to me coz its my life what ever the consequences of my actions I know I am fully accountable and I am responsible, this is my life anyway.

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first time auntie, that's me!

I have been happy since the day we learned my younger sister was pregnant. I was hoping for a baby girl but then it didnt matter.My heart sang for joy when I saw the helpless baby sleeping soundly not minding our whispers and our laughs.How cute is our angel. It was a great feeling. I wish I could have a baby of my own but that will have to go through a very long process, a very complicated process. But i wish I could have twins, a boy and a girl, hope theyll not going to be the cry babies that would get the worst of me, but thats under my prayer list yet, to be listed on my action list after my wedding.

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A new Look

I have changed my template again. Again! Yes, again, and this is for the nth time. It was kinda boring and I never had that much motivation to blog anymore so I guess a little tweak could inspire to blog. well, my next posts could prove how blog stimulating this new template could be. But, so far, I guess a new look could inspire me to blog more and more. I was a bit busy the previous days and had no enough motivation to post new ideas and new things, nothing came to mind, there were lots of things that came along that I just let it slip through my fingers and never talked about it here. Somehow, I have chosen to be silent and kept just a memory in my heart and mind and soon forget them to oblivion. Im just a trying hard blogger, a second rate trying hard copycat but I enjoy doing this, im not also a writer, im just a second rate trying hard feeling writer, wahehehehehe, I wish I am, I envy those who have the skill but I can just stare and watch in silence.

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Tuesday morning

Yes, Christ alone is the water that revives our parched spirit.He alone is that bread that nourishes our hungry heart. He alone is the truth that answers our mind's deepest questionings. Real soul satisfaction is found only in Christ.

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