30 September 2010

Duschee and coco having fun

I'd like to share this cute video of duschee and coco having fun.

29 September 2010

Pulse; my latest template

I love it, its just similar to my outdoorsy template but this is more lovely and I hope to keep this longer. The previous one is just a two column template while this one is a three column template and more organized. The problem is that I have to be very careful in adding tools on the side bar coz I could not modify the width. I have to look for things to imptove it and make it more interesting, its good that I found the latest gadget from blogger and I admit it helped me a lot.

Hope you also appreciate this nice looking template.

28 September 2010

When coco was a still a puppy

sooooooo cute

with me
with kitty

Garden Visit

Lovely bonsai

Single sample

With circular screens for mold of the flowers

After mark's funeral, I went to visit the garden at LKKS mall here in our city and it felt great! I have been fully charged with the beauty of nature.

Headache.....

Woke up with a head ache early this morning. Cooked breakfast for every body, took a bath headed for work. I prayed it would subside but it got worst with all the paying subscribers who came and paid their bills. Ate, lunch but the pounding never ended. Hope advil would help alleviate the pain.

No effects yet

I tried the first experiment yesterday but it did not work yet. I checked out but I have not seen any new visitors as of this time. I only have me myself and I who visited the blog after I posted the first experiment yesterday. Well, I guess Ill have to wait and try another experiment then I will be able to see the change that will really make a difference.

27 September 2010

Blogging experiment number 1

Blogging Experiment number 1
Write a minimum of 1 new blog per day.

I just read this from a blog article, one way to improve visitors to your blog is a new blog each day. Well, to me its a challenge since im not good when it comes to blogging the english language and im not a good writer either, im just a second rate trying hard blogger and even though I have been doing this for the last five years Im still a newbie. There are a lot of things to learn, unlearn and relearn when it comes to blogging and also experimenting what I read and also trying them out. Im going to update you guys if theres going to be update and cheesy information and update regarding this blogging experiment that im doing.

Hope this will work or else I will not be able to make a new blog each day. I will be doing this for two weeks and hopefully I will get results. Wish me well my friends.

23 September 2010

When things are vague....

Sad but true, most of the working population (I am so guilty to be part of that population) spend more time in the office than spending more time at home,meaning, we spend more time with our officemates and sometimes or more often than not things go vague and it seems they are beyond comprehension. MAybe, im just being paranoid about it and I know for many reasons I have myself as my own villain, paranoia ( A psychotic disorder characterized by delusions of persecution with or without grandeur, often strenuously defended with apparent logic and reason), I know Im just exaggerating but maybe thats just the word to describe im feeling, hehehehe, dont get my wrong but its just a jargon I over used when I was i college and maybe I have not overgrown the use such psychology terms.

Vague, things go vague and im the type of person who hate vague things and vague emotions of peple. Hmmmm, I try to understand them but I can only whisper a prayer for them and lots whispered prayers for me to survive a whole day of battle of emotions. I dont know if Im getting old faster than I think or maybe I think too much or maybe im minding other people that much and I have allowed them to intrude my own territory of emotions. I just have to let go and let God. All I can do is to focus and really do the best of what im doing and leave people their own lives. But the reality is that somehow they affect the way we think the way we behave and to some point the way we feel. But, anyways, I have decided that tomorrow is another day and I have to focus on God, fix my eyes on Jesus.

"And whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men, 24 knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ."

Colossians 3:23-24 (NKJV)

17 September 2010

Death and dying

I attended the burial of Mark Paul ( younger brother of Ate Ann who just died from bone cancer), felt uneasy with this kind of situation. It brings back memories from the past when my father was there in the middle of the isle in front of the altar ( he died from lung cancer) . I brings back scenes that I have chosen to forget but now its so vivid like a movie flashing in my mind. I love purple and its the color of the t shirts of the close friends and relatives who attended the burial, I asked ate anne and she said its Mark's favorite color and the music on the background makes you miss the young boy all the more. Then, the thought came to mind, what color would I want my friends and relatives wear? hehehe, funny, but its a reality, maybe I'd love to see them all wearing pink of brown and I would ask them to play praise and worship songs and some of my favorite songs rather than good bye songs ( Still, I am a C, Reach by 7 S Club, Ang Huling El Bimbo, When I Fall In Love By Elvis presley, Kiss the Rain, 1234 BY Plain White T's, In a Rush By Blackstreet, and all Beatles SOngs, songs by america, England dan, Jim Croce, and Find Me by David Gates). Well, well, well, thats a long list but I'll add more.

I struggled and gave it all the effort to stop the tears from falling but they seem to have minds of their own. A drop escaped and the tears and there they fell one after the other. Im glad I have my sun glasses to hide my tears, but I realized I left my handkerchief wew, what a day.

The priest talked about life, death and dying and the hope of rising again, and talked of the day when we all meet the Creator. Its a relationship, God said in His word that if we repent and acknowledge that we are sinners and accept Him as our Lord and Saviour he will give us eternal lie. Thats why He died on the cross, he died that we may have life eternal. We may have pains and troubles in this world but we do not lose heart for in the end God will embrace us and we will be with Him in Heaven. Theres always hope, like theres rainbow after the rain and tomorrow is another day. Weeping may last for a night but God's joy will renew us in the morning.

Now, mark is no longer in  pain, the family will grieve but his memory will remain in their hearts and minds.