What a day!

My back is aching.
My eyes puffy with staring at my pc and counting the money for whole day even until 9pm, and with still pending payment on the side.
Sad news, maam Ai is diagnosed with stage 1 cancer. Oh, Dear Lord. Just managed to be brave and be strong for her and for us also.
And today though I feel Im so down and exhausted and have been tired with thw whole days work, I still praise the Lord for giving me the strength and for sustaining me even up to this time I as blog my emotions out. Feel like crying when I saw all the people waiting to be served, paying their internet and telephone bills. Its ok then when it started at 8am, I could still keep the pace and the speed in attending but as hours passed I noticed the enthusiasm mellowed a little and when its was 12 noon with a lot more waiters and the room packed with irritated, sleepy, impatience and even hungry people.
I praise the Lord for the strength. I asked for help and He was always there ready to cheer me up and have a positive outlook on a seemingly negative environment, full of complaints and woes.
Thank you Lord.

He said to me on Joshua 1:5 I will not leave you nor forsake you.
Thats a promise I kept all through out the day, a day revealed of positive outlook and a smile to express that God is really there guiding me helping and reminding me to smile despite the odds.

Tomorrow its another day to delight in God's word and allow Him to use us for His kingdom.

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Steady my heart, Lord

Wish it could be easy
Why is life so messy
Why is pain a part of us
There are days I feel like
Nothing ever goes right
Sometimes it just hurts so much

But You're here
You're real
I know I can trust You
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/kari-jobe-steady-my-heart-lyrics.html ]
Even when it hurts
Even when it's hard
Even when it all just falls apart
I will run to You
Cause I know that You are
Lover of my soul
Healer of my scars
You steady my heart (x2)

I'm not gonna worry
I know that You got me
Right inside the palm of your hand
Each and every moment
What's good and what gets broken
Happens just the way that You plan

And I will run to You
You're my refuge in Your arms
And I will sing to You
Cause of everything You are

You steady my heart (x2) 

Its the song for the week at home. Im touched by the song, love it so much and kept singing it all week long and even up to now. I thank God he got me right inside His palm safe and secured. Though I may have set backs and pains and hurts I can ask God to steady my heart. I hope bloggers could pause and listen to this song, I know you'd agree and sing along with me.

 God, my heart is steady. I will sing and praise you with all my being. 2 Wake up, harp and lyre! I will wake up the dawn. 3 Lord, I will praise you among the nations; I will sing songs of praise about you to all the nations. 4 Your great love reaches to the skies, your truth to the heavens. 5 God, you are supreme above the skies. Let your glory be over all the earth. 6 Answer us and save us by your power so the people you love will be rescued Psalm 108: 1-6

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Facebookless week

Thats going to be my target for the week. Facebookless. I wanted to prove to myself that I can do the facebookless challenge this week and its going to start today. I just hope I can keep myself off facebook. I guess there are still much to do than facbooking and its a great challenge. Im just gonna do it.

I hope many blogging friends would join me and try the challenge.

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Unripe mangoes

I started my assignment, one blog deleted. I already  deleted my sari saring food blog, its a way of cleaning my dash board, too many blogs to hanlde and care for, so im going to do it one step at a time and now have deleted one. Hopefully i can clean them all.

Unripe mangoes, photo taken when i visited the green lagoon resort in cebu just near our hometown, I associate memories with food and this green unripe mango remind me of that place, my favorite, I love eating green mangoes with salt and chillies and soy sauce, its also best eaten with alamang or bagoong. 

While doing this blog cleaning I have decided to keep my travel blog and have a plan in mind what to do to make it beautiful and as interesting as possible.

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Its september 1!

I greeted myself with pinoy chrismas songs, its september 1, the ber months has come! Remembering the King, the  Savior, the Lord should be glorified in these times of the year, the thought of sharing to those who are less in life. When we share our time to people we also share our lives. Christmas is about the love that was given to us and its all about spreading that love around us and even those away from us. Its september 1, a day where we can thank the Lord for another day, another life another chance to make a difference for Christ.

Its september 1, and Im glad I get the chance to rest my painful back, and rest from the stress of work. Here early in the morning blogging, reading the alerts and news from the earthquake last nice. Its just nice to hum and sing along with the christmas carols.

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BC Blogger's Meme: What's inside my bag

H,mmm this is the first meme I joined in BC Blogger, Im glad that finally im able to participate and this is my meme number 1.

I had a similar post many years ago on this same blog. It was 13 things inside my bag. Now, I have seen how the 13 things went to many, wahehehhe, its the truth, I didnt not realize that it was that many for me to carry every day. So Here goes nothing.

 Presenting my simple and old bag, I dont have fancy bags but prefer  those non complicated tings, even when Im given fancy bags I just use them for a while and really go to the basics of using my old and simple black bag.

 The blue silicon case, I have here my card reader, my signs pens, highlighter, sharpener, my mechanical pencil, my office drawer keys, lip liner and puller, they all all in one case so that when I need them I just get them I know where to find them.

 I have my blue silicon case my hanky, my journal, and my small wallet for my cards. I still have room for my umbrella and my lunch box inside that simple old black bag;

 And here's the small wallet containing my cards : my atm card, bdo rewards card, land bank cash card, rcbc cash card and more.

My kikay kit, though not much of a kikay, I only have lipstick eyelash curler, lip gloss and eyeliner. Thats the basic stuff I wear when I report for work, nothing fancy, I seldom use powder and blush on and eye make up, I only use them when I feel like a lady, more often I just like the basic things.

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